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Friday, October 3, 2008

Still enjoying life...

Baby On is still enjoying life inside mummy! And mumy is still enjoying the wonderful, indescribable feeling of having him kicking inside. This intelligent baby is kicking as of now, as if he knows what mummy is typing. Wow! My baby is amazing! As i was singing to him last night, he was kicking in rhythm. Cool! I'm so gonna miss these internal movements.

On the other hand, I just wanna let off some steam now. Frustration. Annoyance. I don't like to repeat myself. Especially 4, 5 times. I don't like it when you ask me the same question 4, 5 times in a row. And when i give you an answer, you make me repeat myself. sometimes i feel like a nutcase talking to you. sometimes i wonder who the deaf one is. sometimes i wonder if you are doing this on purpose. Sometimes i wonder if you just have selective hearing and choose to hear the reply only on the 5th time. it is annoying. i can't take this for long. don't push me to my limits. it's been almost a week, and my patience is starting to run dry. i'm wondering how long i can take this. so, don't you push me to my limits. i thought i was going crazy last night after you retired for the day. i kept hearing your voice in my head, going on and on. it was getting too much for me to bear, and i had trouble getting to sleep. Scheisse! Sei still!


Current mood: frustrated
Current music: anything but your voice

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